Ne-yo Because Of u :)
Can’t stop listening to it..
Can’t stop singing to it..
I like it so so much…but let me tell u first that it got nothing to do with the lyrics but just the catchy melody ;)
and its all because of u..lallalalal
Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my
fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it
when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday,
knowin' that I wont
[Bridge:] I got a problem and I don't know
what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I walk
away of it, but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and
I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, i'm so strung out on you
Babyboo, but I like it
[Chorus:] And it's all because of you [3X]
And it's all because...
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch
[Verse 2:] Think of it every second
I thinkin of it but,
Only concern is the next time, I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cuz she's no good for me
I tried and tried but my obsession wont let me leave
[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I walk away of it, but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it, and I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, i'm so strung out on you
Babyboo, but I like it
[Chorus:]
And it's all because of you [3X]
And it's all because...
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch
Ain't no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you
Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never givin' up
She's the sweetest touch, she's the sweetest tooouch
Thursday, May 31
Because Of You
Sunday, May 27
A simple Birthday Bash!
No write-up just photos..;) My days are getting busier now ..Its not work this time tho :p
The group celebrating Lin’s Birthday at LaCaritas….
Monday, May 14
MONDAY!
Monday is just another gloomy day with its usual share of blue-bitten realities !!
lIt’s sux and I HATE it…
cant wait for diner now.. At least that put me at ease !!
Sunday, May 13
Olalala
I have few more minutes to laze around before start doing my work....
Been a good week but the coolest one (shall i say sad??) was chilling inside the car in front of a car workshop on Friday Nite ..hahhahaha how pathetic that can be??? But we did have fun tho…. people always say ‘ it’s not the place that decide the happiness but it is how you turn it to a fun and happy place to be in kan!! WATEVER!!!! :p
Oh I had done another big damage today at Bangsar Village..I went crazy on those latest accessories at Warehouse and Aldo Bangsar…sigh!
Stronger shall I need to stop the excessive shopping…hehhehehe!!! H.E.L.P!!
TATA!!
Living in a Meta Life..
Amongst others, online community space like Friendster, MySpace or YouTube is just so popular. Practically, almost all have an account registered or frequently visiting those virtual societies. In fact, we do talk about them almost every day in our life! Interesting::
Me?
Friendster/Myspace: Am the active user
Bebo: None
YouTube: Once in a while only!
What's it all about?
Friendster/Myspace: You can create your profile page featuring ur details, upload ur pictures and etc.
Bebo: More popular than MySpace in the UK. Favourite with the under 21s and Great source of music downloads
YouTube: Not really a social network space but more of a place to create an online life. Their video-sharing site apparently gets 100 million hits a day..WOWW!!
Who can you expect?
Friendster/Myspace: Anyone..hate strangers tho unless a decent intro of one's self. ..
Bebo: Underground musicians and teenagers who are addicted to blogs
YouTube: Wannabe film makers, bloggers and TV companies revealing their new trailers. Really a good site to channel your creative art-works.
Alter-ego potential?
Friendster/MySpace: Customize your page to ur heart’s desire with music, vain photos and fake friends ?? (hahahah)
Bebo: If u can play music, GOOD. If u cant, good too :)
YouTube: High-You may hide behind the fancy dress in your videos!
What’s ur ultimate goal?
Friendster/MySpace: To have the coolest ‘friends’?? (duhhh!)
Bebo: To change ur details from ‘Label: self-published’ to ‘Label: EMI’
YouTube: Being the featured video on YouTube mainpage. Next stop?? Hollywood maybe? Who knows kan!
Oh some might think frienster or myspace is just another lame way of staying connected with friends..I don’t think so. I gotta admit it is a good and the easiet way to stay connected as long as u dont abuse it...!
Even the world’s jet-set elites, tycoons and American socialites stay connected online via ‘aSmallWorld.net’. Basically a private online community for the A-lists and the best thing is not even money can buy your access to this exclusive access. Shall deliberate on it more later in my next post.
:D
Thursday, May 10
Hannah Tan Vs. Hannah Lo!
Because of the worthless conversation that we had over dinner on Hannah Tan Vs Hannah Lo, it then became worthwhile when I won a bet on the discussed topic….:) hehehehe. 2 bets in a row and I won it..yippieee!!! free facial? free manicure? asalkan free!!
hmmmmmm….next bet perhaps!! ;)
p/s: Busy week as usual BUTTTTTTT it’s FRIDAY tomorrow…. double happiness!!
Hannah Tan or Lo, doesn’t matter now coz I already won the bet and both are gorgeous anyway!
Tata :)
Saturday, May 5
A satisfying wrap-up for the week!!
On last Friday, my boss was complaining that his day was stagnant and me being an opportunist, I decided to utilize his free time to talk about my performance! You can call it greedy or whatever you like but I always wanted more (as in learning) and achieve a greater level of satisfaction each time. So I asked him on Friday how could I be a young PA to Idris Jala of MAS with 5-figures salary? It sounds demanding but at least I don’t expect people or my partner per say to provide me all the luxuries. It is a matter of self-achievements and satisfaction even though salary or monetary rewards is just another short-term satisfaction one can have!
p/s: ‘Mr. Angst’, I have to agree that the lifestyle that I have does compel me to seek for higher-pay job!
One thing about my boss, everyone in the office thinks he is the snobbish-arrogant male ever…hahhaha but if u know how to have a decent conversation with him, he will be more than delighted to entertain you. So this subject of mine really stimulate his mind really…..
He had a talk earlier with one the big boss on how they can develop me. He replied “Just throw her in a deep sea and let her survie..Either to sync or to sink!!” For him, only then I will utilize my full potential to make it happen. It is hard and stressful but yeah I guess he is right. Only when you have gone through the deepest shit and able to survive, you will proudly say that have done your best. All the depression instantly went away when he said I have done a great job so far and he is happy with it..Phewwww!! BUT but he also said I will need to me be more industrious – go getter and just strive to learn as much as I can here! Thanks bos!
Anyway my point to my boss is “You can have the BEST employees BUT the effort will just go down the drain if you don’t know how to retain them”!! no point hiring the best when u will loose them at the end. You are just incurring more cost in the hiring process and gain 0 at the end!
For me, the retention will work if:
1. I know exactly what is expected from me everyday at work! Else I will be like a lost zombie in a lost world and I will never reach the final-line!
2. I need a boss that manage to guide and coach me. Mr-nice and well-liked boss is just not enough!
3. I can freely speak my mind without being prejudiced.
4. I want my talents and skills to be tapped and utilized. In other words, they will value each of my self-worth!
5. I can see fairness and equitable treatments! (But of cause favoritism exist everywhere..its about how u balance you talents and maneuver your way in the political games as well)
6. I receive sufficient time, tools and training to perform my very best!
7. I get the opportunity to try new and different challenges constantly. Or I will feel stagnate and dying and eventually heading to the exit door!
8. I feel recognized by the top management. There are many good ones outside but their presence are left unknown..again u must be able to show your self and be visible. (Good personality or people skills really help)
9. I feel rewarded with good raises that are tied-up to my performance. (buta-buta dapat gaji besar also not satisfying kan ?!!)
Hmmm such a good and satisfying conversation for me. Oh he ended up the conversation with one last request ‘Can u find a cheap designer for my go-kart helmet’ haii apa la bos ni!! Thanks for all the info azim and I managed to get one cheap one from one of the Lim Kok Wing student! Hope the design is as good tho!
Muah!
Wednesday, May 2
As good as it was..SPIDERMAN 3
Personally of cause I like the superhero acts in the movie, but other part that I like most is the friendship-value that they portray in the movie. The true friendship that was built among Peter Parker, Marry Jane and Harry Osborne. It reminded me that one should not sacrifice a friendship for another man/woman..(oppss dah lari topic spiderman3)…hahahha :).
Whatever it is, I definitely recommend all to watch it because it is so worth watching. For that, I don’t even mind watching it again, so whoever that gonna watch it, can count me in guys!
My favorite character ?
And also because he let go all the dark memories and decided to save his 2 bestest friends. That’s what a friend should do kan?
2. Sandman – I have to agree with Nik.
The part when Sandman was transforming from a human to a Sandman is amazing.
All in all, what I like and would remember most of this movie:
1. No matter how busy you are (even a superhero in this case), never ever neglect people that care for you. Appreciate and try making sometime for them before its too late. A simple gesture of appreciation is all it takes! Dont let the dark and vengeful personality to take contrtol and destroy the humble and compassionate you!!
p.s.: Nik..People do get disconnected sometime because we live in a different world of our own….:)
2. The value of friendship that one should hold ....
FANTASTIC!!
Sunday, April 29
Back To Work!
No FUN..holiday is almost over ..
Have to be sober and clear-headed for tomorrow.. yikes!!
Have to complete my overdue report by TODAY!!
Have to take a good rest to rejuvenate before tomorrow come.. (had way too much fun for the past consecutive days and my system seriusly need to rest!)
Have to continue my unfinished house chores..
Has been a good, productive and crazy week this time around. Actually more of rekindling the cousinly-bond. Spending my whole week with them kiddos since it was one of their birthday and on their college-semester break. The least thing that I can do for them while I am free ;).
Outing with my girlfriends and all other holiday/beach plans will be rescheduled…
(my bad darlings!)
The suprised b'day plan didnt turn-up as planned but simple & decent fun is still good :)
*Sigh*
I can feel the serious mode is starting to kick in now….Darnnn bored!!And am pretty sure my next post will be something more serious and worth reading article!
Enough of all those vain pictures ;)
Thursday, April 26
H.O.L.I.D.A.Y
Nothing that can make me happier now than a long break.
I am just so excited …all those impending tasks can now be settled..phewwww !!
Saturday, April 21
3 things a man should know about a woman.
1. Men are free to think they're the boss, as long as they know we're the chairman of the board.
(Good one..i like this most! A bit tough to handle init?? Well as long as u know how to approach the chairman, u will get all the approval easily boss!..lol)
2. We really do like to cook. It's just that we cooked so much for our boyfriends before we got married that we're sick of being in the kitchen. Sorry you missed it
(hmmmmm I don’t fancy cooking for the bf either..so no comment on this YET..)
3. We like younger men for the same reasons you like younger women: stamina and skin..LOL!!! ( I am okie with younger or olderman as long as the chemistry is there…not so much on stamina and skin as stated…..watever!! janji happy ;) )
Note:
1. To a friend of mine…yes I gotta admit I am good at blabbering sometime (in other words it is creative la...hehe)
2. Oh i had a jejak kasih nite at Laundry Curve yesterday...finally i got to hang out with EMA (my long lost buddy) after months of silent mode..:) u still rock babe!!
Friday, April 20
STONE!
LEO likes and dislikes…
Speculative ventures
Lavish Living (yes that’s y always pokai)
Pageantry and Socializing (yes that’s y cant say NO to nite-out especially)
Children (yes that’s y so many kids pictures here)
Drama (definitely a drama queen also..)
DISLIKES
Doing things safely (yes in other words very degil)
Ordinary,Day to day living (yes in other words love challenge that eventually get so messed-up)
Small minded people (yes!)
Penny pinching (yes!)
Mean spiritedness (yes!)
On the dark side....
drama queen n vain (SUMTIME only)
Thursday, April 19
The day when I lost in my own time space…
Time is the great equalizer for all of us..’24 hours a day, 7 days a week yielding 168 hours a week BUT still feeling insufficient .….
Good thing is my May calendar is packed with all sort of exciting activities; bad thing is my WORK calendar is also moving in tandem with it..erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Hmmm...time to find more excitement in life!! Kite enjoy dulu :P
Monday, April 16
Office Rambling!
Interesting findings that I came across yesterday:
1.Millions of people in China are addicted to the internet. Thus, the government has banned under 18S form Internet café and no new ones may open in 2007
2.Internet addicts in China face drug therapy and acupuncture and mild electric shocks
3.Most Britons on the other hand are suffering addictions to eBay.
After reading all this, I think me myself are experiencing the soft-addiction as well.
Anyway weekend was packed and fun..kuatan trip was alrite and lil Batrisya is getting cheekier and cuter each day!!! muah
on the way to Kuantan..
lil Batrisya..
Saturday, April 14
*Yawn*
We went and watched The Reaping as planned but unfortunately it was very disappointing..slow, boring and Zzzzzz ..enough said!
Importantly, photos must be taken ..heheh since this is my first outing with Zatil and Azrol after for so longg... :)
Friday, April 13
Gentle reminder to myself & Eliza !
If you realized that u have been putting off important/promised tasks over and over again…i.e. updating your latest CVs (not necessary mean you are looking for a job tho ;) or emailing an important friend or completing a work assignment, you are not alone!! But some (read RENY and ELIZA) are quite chronically affected by procrastination.
In a nutshell, you tend to postpone certain things that you should be focusing right now, usually in favor of doing something that is more enjoyable and comfortable doing (my case probably tumblebugs games and reading tons of article in the net).
At work, another common cause is the feeling of overwhelmed by the tasks at hand. Other experiences that I always have:
1.Don’t know where to begin (cos its too many and the information is everywhere within the organization… ‘Resourceful’ that’s what most bosses expect from us here)
2.Doubt of not having the skills and enough knowledge
3.Waiting for the right ‘mood’ (Very true especially on MONDAY..erghh)
4.Undeveloped decision making skills (Am still learning and improving)
5.Perfectionism (especially when your boss is freakin fussy BUT it will benefit us in the long run…so its alrite)
Whatever the reason behind procrastination, it must be recognized, dealt with and controlled before you miss the opportunities or before your friend is so pissed off and unhappy with your long overdue promises (I think this is for eliza..hahah)
Dont look back !!!
After much anticipation of the new malay-horror flick, I finally went and watched Jangan Pandang Belakang. and FYI Pn.Maya, I am not dating any of the hero in the movie. It will never be the intention to date celebs because too much limelight can be very suffocated u know (suka jugak la sumtime) heheh. I watched it merely because the review for this movie has been REALLY good and menakutkan. And because of the movie, all 5 girls slept in the freakin small room yesterday nite! Erghhhhhhh
But all in all…it was good and worth watching!
Note: so all dont ever look back at nite...and like i mentioned to my guy frens unless she is HOT...then u turn back BUT only once....hahahhahahah :)) gila!
Thursday, April 12
Thanks God it's almost F.R.I.D.A.Y :)
Been a good girl, caring daughter and satisfied employees this week. I just feel happy and proud of myself :) oh well not perasan but a good self-booster for my own self..teee heeee ;) So I have few plans to pamper myself this week:
-Friday- To catch a movie @ curve and of cos the after party…bestnye!
(laundy? Sanctuary? Blonde??)
-Saturday a.m – Go-Kart..May be I will just drop by and be the pom-pom girl…Mr. Azm, next time u should just keep the terrifying news to urself ok...(FYI, i ni penakut)
-Saturday noon – Kerana terpaksa…I have to follow my mom n dad to Kuantan!!!
-Saturday nite - Promise my cousinssss to go-out with them.
-Sunday – To look for new brown peep-toe-pumps..!!
Sunday project: Nine-West Pumps
Phew….Just hope..and hope everything will go as planned or all will be pissed with me for over-promising…(which I do best….points taken and will change that ;) )
And to-do next:
1. To go to the Wine &… café @ Damansara height with Ms. Stephy & Lin….when babe?? Am still waiting for u n lin for our long-overdue girlie nights.tsk tsk tsk
2. To go makan @ Boom Brazil near Frangipani (yes I enjoy eating and can really eat!!)
Just too hyper today..May be I just cant wait for F.R.I.D.A.Y!! wooohoooo
Saturday, April 7
Looking past the package
Interesting article in The Star today entitled ‘Looking past the package’. After reading it once, I read it again because interestingly it does deliberately describe me.
“He is obviously interested in you. But what if he isn’t your type, has an overdraft and doesn’t look anything like David Backham? Will you take the risk and put the effort to try? or u will have to gently let them down?
“The ordinary, everyday variety men that aren’t devastatingly handsome (this is too general for ones to define) or who’s a bit shy and does not stand out in a crowd. Why give them a chance when obviously he is not your normal type”
A friend once told me “Why do u have to repeat history by falling for the high profile and high risk partner when you undoubtedly sure it will bring more heartache than contentment just because he is your typical type, your predefined mental-image that u, yourself crafted in your mind”…someone dangerous and too challenging?? !!!
Why reny?? Can’t u act and think like a normal people and have an ordinary/simple life?? Isk..
Well…..i have to agree to u dude…You got a point there!!!!! Probably its time to relook into this and revise my priorities ?? It is extremely difficult when you are just too happy with your self, with what you have in your little wonderful world that you don’t even think to budge your ass off…..?For me, I am okie and quite enjoyed the occasional, harmless, forgettable flirt as long as the principal on monogamy remain unblemished..(Unfortunately some or many might not agree to this..)
It would always be easier to stay than split, far easier to act fine than confess, to hide then confide but my priority in relationship now has gone down a little bit….Again, definition of happiness span widely across the spectrum and it definitely varies in each individual. For some it is their career, money & material well being while others it is their friendship, relationship and marriage that matter most. There is nothing right or wrong in defining your own happiness, its all about personal preferences as long as you are happy and comfortable with who u are :)
i am just too happy + contented with myself now, may be i need something that can keep me grounded!!
ohh latest photo taken (finally)....but all too shy-shy to amik gambar.!!! :P
Thursday, April 5
Unwanted thought is an ANNOYANCE !
ok 10 mins to go and i am off.....phew!
